HATINGGGG

OMG

why are men such arse-wankmng dickheads?...sumone tell me please coz i am DYING to know?
why do they think its ok to text you all the time..ask u out numerous times...make u feel like a princess...bed you n never bother anymore? ARGHHHHHH.....

this is not on...I AM LIVID...the thing that anouys me most is that i wasnt even that botherd at first...nope...it was HIM doing all the chasing him doing all the textin makin all the effort...thn eventually wen i actually agree to meet the boy..we have a pretty (hate to admit it) AMAZING time....the fact that is was sooo good disgusts me to the very core of my foundations:( then he is all frosty with me...like wtf....im confused angry and bloody annouyed to say the least:

NEVER again will i be sooo stupid as to think that some homeboy is worth it, its the most aggravating thing in the world that i wasnt sure if i even liked him...i kept saying no...i kept putting it off...then I changed my stupid mind....decided to give it a go...and i was really happy...but now its all a massive cock-up...

im so pissed off right now...words fail me.

to top off my misery...i saw the fucktard on saturday.....fair enough i didnt make the effort to say hello...bt to b honest..why should i??...im nt the one treatin him like a cheap piece of shite....so anyway...im out with my mates n i see him frm the second he walks in...he knows ive seen him and hes definately seen me...i dnt say hello neither does he...his mates do which make it awkward...there actually really nice but watevs...so like an hour and half later im still staring at him on the sly...im hoping he hasnt noticed anyway...i mean that could be embarassing...so im watching from afar like a crazed ex-wife...he thinks its obviously hilarious to BLATANTLY try to 'chat up' some munter of a bird in frnt of me...nt even sneakily...i mean really...am i some sort of MUG???

at this point I AM LIVID.

it makes it worse that i never do this....theres always little 'things' with lads bt never like this...i dont let it go that far...the one time i doo...i get fucked over...

I AM OFFICIALLY HATING MEN.