O-M-G.....my bloody life.

so im hungover n e way since its a sunday...and iv strolled in2 the local supermarket to get myself a nice beverage since i was gaspin for liquid after abusin my self lastnite...so i purchase a nice bottle of tropicana...so i walkin out of the shop across the PEDESTRIAN crossing to then suddenly feel a massive thud on my hip...yes iv actually just been hit by a car...a toyota yaris at that driven by some relentless geriatric hu obv hates the youth of today...so there i am droppin and rolling about the floor lookin like sumit out of a bond film covering my entire being in OJ...ud think the little man wud come and help me but no...he doesnt even step out of his vehicle to offer a hand..im livid to say the least...so im ther drenched in oj...grit in my face and prob coverd in wateva shit is on the floor in broad day light...so i got up...ON MY OWN..and the twatty driver ust looks at me like im in his way...inconveniencin him in sum way...people all around starin at me like im sum sort of lunatic....inv never been so appauled in my life

the self righteous bastard.

OMG...so lastnite was hilarious...went to ryde with my good chum katie...was the best nite in a while..met up with omg n his billionaire boy scouts...startd in spoons...was ok..HE..came and spoke to..completely pointless mind but watevs..we thn went to the 'squaddie'-it was hideous..looked lie a crack den...i had to look for seringes b4 i sat down n e wer!! so n e way we got LOADS of shot in there and i was quite frankly al ova the shop:) god my life...we thn proceeded to liquid wer we 4t itd b a great idea to kiss evry1 since we found sum mistletoe:)

we thn got to balcs wer we bumped and grinded...all fun n games...spoke 2 gump bless him!!
katie had a bit of a showdown wit sum top model the whore!!!-loved it:)...jak was bein crap wit omg and sam the bumole!!

goodtimes!!

x

ahhhhhhhhh

i need to sort it out.....i dunno wat to do...well i do but i dunno how to go about things and its doing my bloody head in.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrghhhhhhhhh

my life is all over the place and its majorly pissing me off.

I NEED SOME DIRECTION.




p.s BAYS WAS AWESOME-HILARIOUS ACTUALLY.

baby p =(

What happened to Baby P is an abomination which reflects on all of us in this country. Where was his birth father? Where were his grandparents? How could a paediatrician fail to notice that he had a broken spine and still be allowed to practice medicine? Why will no-one in Haringey Council stand up and admit that they got it wrong, horribly wrong and, as a result, this poor infant died in the most appalling circumstances.boy. There are people out there, and they know who they are, who should be unable to sleep at night because the horror of what happened to this little boy should haunt their collective consciences. There are people to blame. There are the 'people' physically responsible for what happened. And there are those who could and should have protected him.

waaaaat

ahhh i duno wats goin on at the mment...like with my life...its weird like i like my life...like school my friends etc...bt i cnt help thinkin im jus half living ..like as tho theres os much more i cud b doing but im not like theres loads of opurtunities im just not taking advantage of.

like obv im at school to make my life better but i still dnt no wat i want to do...i no i wana go uni but i duno wer to go or wat to study...i want to make the most of life but i dnt no how?

i think i need some direction but frm hu...no one really nos wat to say.

im not travelling im not tryin new things and i so need to b..im not getting any younger and i need to enjoy and embrace every part of my youth.

i duno wat to do...wer to start but i no sumfin needs to change...i need to be stimulated and im not...im nt amused or impressed with anything and i find it ridiculously frustrating.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im moaning:(

disgust...

i am mortified by the whole baby p story...

its so upsetting and i dnt evn have a child:(
it makes me sick to think of how a parent can hurt a defenceless child ...so bad that it results in death.

it breaks my heart to think wat that poor baby went through.....and yet all we see fit to do is blame the way the social services wrk....its a case of too little too late but how many times to things like this have to happen for more people to take notice and make a change.

i was genuinely saddened by the whole story..and am at a loss to see how it managed to get this bad...do people not noticed wen a baby has a broken back or is bruised all over?

wat dus it take for a bit of re-cognition.???....thing really need to change.

hu-ever baby ps parents are (nt tht i shud call thm that ) shud b disgraced at ther behaviour coz i am...i hope hu ever they r they rot in prison for the rest of ther lives...ther actions were absolutely dispicable and make me sick to the very core of my foundations.

hopefully this will be enough for the stupid social services to wake the fuck up and do their jobs properly...i hope they all have alot of guilt within them...letting this kind of thing happen

I AM LIVID.

LIKES

so i went to london on saturday...great stuff if i do say so myself!!
went to covent garden n thn oxford street thn the theatre...loved it.

it makes me realise that i need to gt off this island....the city is wer i belong and now i no it.
im wasting myself here...theres nothing xcept my friends.

it so samey...same people same drama same borin dayto day shite...

gawwwd its depressing.

cant wait to escape to uni.